《祭祀》
一
当钟声响起时,我便知道,祭典要开始了。
这是家族的传统,每隔十八年的今天,家族都会召开一场隆重而华贵的祭祀典礼,来供奉家族的无上的神明。
二
而我,是这场祭典上唯一的祭司。
三
我穿上复杂的祭司礼服,在母亲担忧的眼神中坐上了前往神庙的花轿。离开前,我按照家族旧礼,将祭司的祝福送给了母亲肚子里面还未出生的孩子。
四
神庙修建在山上,花轿停在山脚,我怀着虔诚的心,一步一步走上了前往神庙的楼梯。
山路很长,此时的祭司服变得十分厚重,但我感受不到这该有的疲惫。
我从出生起,便被教导要背负起祭司的责任。
五
在到达到神庙后,我看着所有人都饱含希冀、热泪盈眶。他们十分自然地退至我的身后,点燃了我手中的烛火。我知道,接下来的路,只有自己。因为神庙,是不容许除祭司以外的人进入的。
六
神庙很暗,那扇大门在短暂的打开后,又关闭了起来。我举着唯一的火光,慢慢向里面走去。我敢发誓,那些人绝对没有进来过,因为他们一旦走近,便会看到满地的尸骨。
七
在看到所谓的神明后,我没有一点意外。只是解开了衣服,方便“神明”的吃食。
八
从一开始,我就知道,我是这场祭典中唯一的祭品。
九
母亲肚子里面的孩子诞生了。那是我为家族留下的下一个祭品,也是下一个“我”。十八年后,他会同样成为祭司。
十
祭典不会停止,所有人都会沉溺于轮回,而我,为这个故事写上开头。
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The Offering
One
When the bell tolls, I know the ceremony is about to begin.
It's a family tradition, held every eighteen years on this day, where the family hosts a grand and luxurious sacrificial rite to honor our supreme deity.
Two
And I am the sole priestess in this ritual.
Three
Dressed in the intricate vestments of a priestess, I board the palanquin bound for the temple under my mother's worried gaze. Before departing, I follow the old customs of the family and bestow the priestess's blessing upon the unborn child in my mother's womb.
Four
The temple is built atop a mountain, and the palanquin stops at the foot of the hill. With a devout heart, I ascend the stairs leading to the temple one step at a time.
The path is long, and the ceremonial robes feel exceedingly heavy, yet I do not sense the expected weariness.
From birth, I was taught to shoulder the responsibilities of a priestess.
Five
Upon reaching the temple, I see everyone brimming with hope, tears welling in their eyes. They retreat naturally behind me, igniting the candle in my hand. I understand that the path ahead is mine alone to tread, for no one other than the priestess is allowed inside the temple.
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